Friday, April 17, 2009 8:01 AM
Credit Limit
Let me tell you how fuck up life is. Considering that both events are held a week after next. Ok first you do a decoration of an item, ok you gave them all the materials, planning for them what picture they wanted, a combination of two elements but then when it came out, it like pretty small but it was done in the most amazing manner, and then FUCK it, the credit goes to another person, Ok you tought of it and said well maybe it will be better tomorrow, thinking that life will always be better the following do, but NO, cause again CREDIT was gone to another idiot, you plan out the whole skit, telling which group to do what and what, and the best part is everyone saw it, seeing how the person lead and stuff, but FUCK no, the CREDIT was gone to another idiot just cause he planned an event telling everyone that everyone misses everyone, and fuck when you didn't attend, they didn't even bother to ask why i wasn't there, then the best part of the thing is that whenever theres an event where everyone is suppose to meet, everyone has their own fucking clique, well you have one too, but mostly MIA at times, well it's ok. But then no one tells you hey dude, come join us. You get what i mean, the emptiness, the un-respected cultivated behaviours of the naturaly talented motherfuckers.Also no one cared about my illness in fact other people for another group was much more caring. And he thinks over and over again and he decided his going to take a pail of water and wash his hands. No more involvement in anymore events. Ok the other event was much more comforatable for him, you lead everything and people supported you, even when you were on the urge of fainting, vomitting and all the sickness you can think of. People still came to you, and supported you thick and thin helping you along the way, well you did a skit and you were the director (so called) and the effort put in was much more intresting, cause everyone choose to cooperate and we all did a fantastic job, thus besides that he was known for doing that making him self respected among the society. Which 2 events is which one i was explaining about, well ask me to seek the answer. People in the society starts backstabbing and you only realise after a while, thinking about how respected you are. Well, if you are piss about what i said well then we can talk it out (: Cause basically fighting doesn't solve anything. But i tell you know, anymore outings are a No-no for me.